One time I went out to the lake, in the middle of nowhere up right next to the border. There were so many kids and adults laughing, it should've been fun, but it was more of a humiliation ritual. I hate wearing things that stick tight to me, feels exposing especially swimsuits. It feels like everyone there was staring, not that it's unnatural to do so, but more in a way where they wanted to kill me.
There were lots of bugs as there are in the summer, they just land in the lake with all the fish... gross!!! I hate swimming in lakes and rivers and oceans.